I made some mistakes in my life that I'm not proud of 
see 
And I hope that doesn't mean now I'm trying it will be 
harder for me
I been hurt and its not an excuse but it's a reason 
It's like some things happen in life for a lifetime or 
a season 
And I'm just now learning how this world really works
There's a law that says you get back what you put forth 
All this running around doing nothing aint good for me 
man
Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it's looking at me
I'm sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry 
And its been said before in songs but you are my life 
So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard 
How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum 
And you don't have to worry about me I'm doing music 
now 
It's the truth it's from my heart I hope it makes you 
proud 
I haven't made you proud in such a long long time
That's why I'm gonna stand by gran as long as I'm alive 
Nobody's gonna hurt her even though there trying 
And nobody's gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun 
shines 
And hell would have to freeze over before I take that 
back 

I'm not there yet I'm still trying to fix my faults 
Trying to pick sense from nonsense that's what I was 
taught 
So many roads I've walked I've learnt so much so many 
thoughts 
Bout who I really wanna be I guess it's now I'm sure 
I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that 
Cause I don't wanna be judged please don't judge me 
wrong 
Even though I judge my father through a whole song 
He's just a man I need to be mature and understand
Frenchie stay on this earth longer please 
I can't believe your dying I can keep from crying 
You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album 
I owe so many this album I owe the world man
I use to think the world owed me that's why I gained 
nothing 
Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something 
The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is 
love 
What I went through is my strength and that's what 
keeps me up 
So I'll keep this fire burning lighting up my life 
And to everyone who believes in me I'll do you right 
Starting here today with these words on this paper back 
I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap