Your helping hand is killing me 
If you see me suffer it's not your victory 
Sadistic forms of new way discipline 
Like I love myself I love to sin 

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And I want more 
And I want it low 
Of course you wont forgive me 
But I wont crawl 

Look out for number one 
I pray on you it has begun 
Let the night stand one thousand years 
Longstanding ,everlasting 
Breathless masquerade 
I'm your devil in disguise 

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Grieve stricken heart 
Calls upon you 
Grieve stricken heart 
My only look you fools 
I love my misery too 

I'm the one to see your collapse 
I'm on the side of destruction 
On the side of black and I love to sin 
Mentally transmitted disease 
Rotten wretched attraction 
And I love myself 

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